Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Know it at last!!

Assalamualaikum and Hello readers..


"Don't Speak"


You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

im pretty sure everyone know this half-lyrics? from No Doubt, Dont Speak.. yar, famous long time ago.. i know every single words.. somehow these stuck in my hard-drive.. anyway, this will be the last entry for myself regarding that stuff.. im still mad? disappointed? ok2, whatever.. readers doesnt visit here to read all the rattling ha?

but guess what, not one, but TWO!! ok2, stop it.. but anyway, thankz ha.. you guys really taught me the respect from your point of view.. no no, thankz, no need to explain.. its more hurt when you guys explained it.. we been met but to know people characteristics are difficult when you only see each other for what, once, twice?

i know hows the feeling to watch the number reduce, thats why im not doing to anyone even im not satisfied.. but you guys taught me to do that..

ok2, no hard feeling.. case closed.. cheerio!! have a good weekdays fellas.. im sure im not.. so hectic as usual!!
till then..

Thursday, December 8, 2011

The passion is gone?

Assalammualaikum and hope a good day readers..

i do blog-walking to those blogs that i followed.. once they update, i will be silent reader.. but today, i feel disappointed.. i dont know how to describe but it make me almost lose my passion to write..

when i post a very angry entry without mention any name, and im not referring to anyone, someone will start attack me.. but when they post the same thing, i dont do anything because i now that is your blog and you want to express yourself..

im not close with you but from my observation and when i comment at your FB, sometime we had the same thought.. so the statement came from yours make me feel like you pretend for all this time??

and im just confused why im sooo in-to that your statement when i know you dont know me at all, only a FB and blog.. the reality we never met although we come from the same institution.. so, yar, thankz for make me know you better.. no hard feeling but i will put barrier between us..




hand note: no wonder my seniors advised me not to close with the juniors.. thats sad..

They can talk..

Assalammualaikum and Hello readers..

im not in good mood but not too bad either..
im in neutral mode..
the only thing i can say at the moment is that they can talk, write anything they want..

thankz for make me understand you better..
ill put the barrier..
no worries.. :)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Quick update this week!! ^-^

Assalamualaikum and Hello readers!!

A very good day fellas!! already December ha? few more weeks to go, 2011 will be gone, and warm welcome of 2012.. :) a very quick update for this week.. im a bit late in my so-called schedule.. hahaha..

things already done:
  • research proposal presentation done with minor comment regarding my material *need to add to make it look nice-erk?*and yes, i should emphasis the IN VITRO, and ignore the potency and efficacy.. *sir, you did make me confuse that day* hahaha
  • already submit the logbook research and the proposal.
  • started booking the lab for our experiment.. from level 14 to level 13 to level 9 and back to level 14 and down to level 9

in progress:

  • class vet for everyday at 4pm.. *thankz sir* and presentation and 2 assignment tomorrow and next week and settle all the syllabus by next week.. *sir, in case you forgot, i need to remind you that our final exam is next 2 weeks, thankz!* :P
  • our Asian Pharmacy Conference organized by our School of Pharmacy held on this Thursday and Friday and the rehearsal will be tomorrow.. *or today*
  • my clinical pharmacy presentation will be held next week.. *im not doing the slides yet* great!!
  • clinical report must be submitted one week during final exam.. *duuh ?!!*
  • start my lab experiment as soon as possible.. ooh yarr, i forgot, i got homework to do regarding my Molecular Weight sample.. *like i dont have any things to do* :P
  • progress for my industrial attachment January next year? - need to ask my leader..

i think thats all i can think at the moment.. i already jeng.. you know jeng? like blur, so many things to do.. will update later yar..

till then..

thankz for reading..

hand note: 2 days in palpitation.. used to bring my blackie that currently at cameron highland.. tomorrow and the day after tomorrow need to drive new blackie.. scary!!!

Friday, December 2, 2011

Finally!! All done!! ^_^ Part 1

Assalamualaikum and Well Hello Readers!! Finally, all done!! a month of hectic and drowsy life.. no no no sire, im not taking any drugs that can cause drowsiness.. but the busyness make my biologic clock in damage.. geee..

Alhamdulilah, all my hard works, piles of tears, tons of pressure and depression, i survived during my first clinical attachment and my research proposal presentation.. missing of one month's story, pretty lots to cover ha.. where should i start?!!

orite2.. we settle down with clinical experience first ha.. im currently sem 7, so basically clinical pharmacy is one of my subject, theory-in class, and clinical-at hospital.. i had two choices which is HSB and HTAR and we will exchange for our next clinical.. so during my attachment, i been posting to 4 departments with guidance from 4 pharmacists also known as preceptor..

to summarize my posting:
1) first department was female medical ward.. my preceptor is cute Miss C.. Private & Confidential is crucial yar.. hahaha.. so my preceptor randomly choose the cases and distribute among our three.. we had 2 groups with 3 students each.. so, my first case is Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disorder (COPD).. in case you guys interested, go to Uncle Google and online the GOLD guideline for COPD.. in these guideline, you guys will understood the management and therapy for this disease.. but of course, GOLD is one of the guideline been used..

once i get the case, i will start "rebut" the computer available to clerk the case.. since HSB is a IT basis, all the profile data, medication, etc can be access from computer.. is good ha? but still got tricks, the computers are not enough, is ok to share, but derrr seriously, you had to stick to that computer if you dont want to lose your place.. hahaha..

clerking means to fill up the CP1 and CP2 form which consist all the patient's detail, his/her past medical and medication history, the compliance and the diagnosis, lab values and the current medication.. then, i had to start find the Pharmaceutical Care Issues in terms of the medication-got interaction or not, side effect, the dosage correct or not, monitor the markers/parameters, follow up, etc..

everyday we had meeting with our preceptor, discuss the case and yup been questioned and got tons of homework.. not to mention, i still need to complete my research proposal that time.. sorry for not sharing the case in details yar.. i can conclude that most of the patients in medical ward suffering with cardiovascular disease and diabetes mellitus.. thats the high percentage of condition among patients..

i also had experienced involved in ward round and grand round, listening to their discussion and involved with the counseling done by my preceptor..

2) next department was infectious disease ward and my preceptor is Miss J.. my case was Tuberculosis Meningitis with few underlying condition.. underlying condition means patients also suffered with other disease besides TB.. and yes, we had to find the guideline, compared the current management with the guideline..

of course when you already Full Registered Pharmacist (FRP) and experience more than 2 years, you will remember most of the guideline by heart compared the students like me.. muhahahaha.. and yup, the process repeated and during our final discussion, we will summarize our case, come out with PI and the appropriate intervention.. did i mention, i also struggling with my research proposal that time? geee

3) the third posting was surgical ward and my preceptor is Miss T.. this ward is totally different with my last 2 wards.. last two wards is medical and more drugs concern.. for this ward, yes we do still concern for the drug but as prophylaxis also known as prevention compared to therapeutics or therapy.. as well as extra knowledge of Parenteral Nutrition..

so my patient's case is basically had motor vehicle accident (MVA) and been admitted to surgical ward due to possibility of bleeding in abdomen.. so yar, its really new case with addition of PN which i almost forgot!! really bad student!! hahaha.. what a bit different procedure i had to go through.. but the concept is same.. forgot to mention that my preceptor is clinical pharmacist and tpn pharmacist as well.. you know how rare tpn pharmacist available in Malaysia? and yup, still survive.. did i mention i still open my notebook every night to finish up my research? ok!! my bad, its the third time i mention it!!

4) final posting is male medical ward and my precpetor is Miss P.. she talk very soft, really need to listen carefully.. my case was Nephrotic Syndrome Secondary To Diabetic Nephropathy.. since it is medical ward, the process same like my first posting.. i also had ward round and grand round and counseling as well.. is really good case with renal impairment that i need to concern..

to summarize all, all my patients been discharge with good progress.. my lecturers did attend our final discussion twice and they did asked a lot of questions!! walawei!! and finally i can correlate what i been studied for the past 3 years and half with the reality of patient's condition.. i learned a lot of things!! seriously, its totally different with theoretically and practically.. and im survive.. despite i had to wake up at 5.30 am to get ready and reach home around 6pm, or when im stuck at traffic jam, i only reach home around 7.30pm, and only went to bed after finishing my task -the research, the study, the case, etc-

not to mention lack of rest on weekend since 4 weekends in a row im off traveling to Kuantan, Perlis, Genting Highland and another trip to Perlis.. and thats story will continue later.. :)

till then fellas..
thankz for waiting and reading..
^_^

Sunday, November 13, 2011

PLEASE BE PATIENCE! :)

Hey readers..
currently the owner of this blog is pretty busy with her Clinical at Sg Buloh Hospital.. including the case report, clerking, monitoring, follow-up and yup, the HORRIBLE TIME OF FUTURE PHARMACIST is LOOKING FOR PHARMACEUTICAL CARE ISSUE (PCI).. the discussion with Full Registered Pharmacist (FRP) every evening.. *sampai awal, balik lambat*
not to mention her current research proposal and the presentation..
she need to breath and have a good rest since she had fever for 3 days already and back pain..


p/s:she will update a lot of stuff later! please be patience.. ngeh3

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

My bag's collection---> Past and Present.. :)

Hello2 there.. been a while missing in action.. starts from Deepavali till yesterday, pretty occupied.. Happy Deepavali/Diwali to Indians.. hope you guys had a blast day celebrating it.. :) ooh ya, of course, congratz to Nogori Sombilan for being the winner against Terengganu team.. i really not up-to-date regarding the football since im not so into football.. i prefer rugbi.. :)

my Open Sale at FB still on.. please2 have a look there.. its new/not been used stuff/once or twice stuff been used and the price is negotiable.. :)

ok, back to the real entry now.. i had something to share with you guys for soo long, yet due to constrain time/source/busy/forgot *sigh*, only now i had the chance to post.. :) i love bags and shoes.. who doesnt? ngeh3..



i bought this from Body Glove when i went to Penang Matriculation..
been a loyal serve for a long time..

recently, the strip already koyak, been rest for a while.. :)


Align Center my brother bought this for me..
i used to keep my big lappy Acer Aspire as well as act as my backpack since i regularly travel to Kelantan, Kuantan, and God-knows-wherelse..

i bought this at Padang Besar..
i dont know why but i do love the red white stripe..

i bought this from my friend's mum..
her mum is a dealer..
its pretty cute, with combination colour of white and purple..
its not cost a fortune, but i love it and use it till the colour fade..
oh yes, my mum asked me to find a new one since the colour change from white to grey.. *embarrassing*

this is my latest bag bought in this early year..
i like the design, simple..
and yup, im currently Puma collectors start with shoes, bags.. :)


i also bought this one at the same time..
used for my NPSC 2011..


i bought this at Point B Summit..
its costly but since im a good buyer, i bought it with 70% discount during the grand opening of Point B.. :)
how good i am?


a little secret..
i cant travel without this small bag..
inside it:
soft cotton
MAC eyeshadow
MAC brush
lens boxes (2 boxes since my eyes had different powers)
purple brooch a gift from my syg
night and day cream from Aura Maya (its good for my skin)
NanoWhite eye brightener
a full small box of my ribbon's collections
a comb (never forget to bring and use you own comb)


my daddy bought this for me..
at Vintage Shop at Kota Bharu, Kelantan..
my mummy are madly in love with Vintage and during that time, my dad saw this bad and bought for me..
so convenient..
looks small but can keep my telekong, my notebook ASUS, my file, my purse, my car key, my baby lotion, my small towel..
i used this bag during my Pharmacy Practice IV at HTAR for the whole attachment..

my brother bought this for me..
as my Hari Raya's gift..
from Maple, Sunway Pyramid..
i love it..
since i dont have handbag anymore, i really exited to have this..
its purple!!


another little secret..
the inside of it..
Silky White 2-way Foundation
Dettol Instant Hand Sanitizer (i love the smell)
Maybelline Volume Express Turbo Boost Mascara
Maybelline Lip Gloss
Elianto Eyeliner, Black (i love the colour)
2 pearl bracelets (very convenient when your mum asked you to join for any events in last minute)
hair clips
hair band (i prefer this one rather than the getah one)

yup, thats all.. :) i think will share about my shoes.. but it takes time since i had pretty much collection of shoes..

till then..
thank you for reading..
:)


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