Wednesday, January 30, 2013

She Used To Sit There



she used to sit there
waiting with glittering smile
counting the days she have
and the memories to create

she used to sit there
waiting with love she have
counting the days she lost
and the next to come

she used to sit there
waiting with hope she only got left
wondering why the darkness too near
the numbness killed her inside

she used to sit there
waiting with her soul
accepting no one will come
she closed her eyes
no one came

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

New Chapter of Life ^_^

Assalammualaikum and Ola readers!!

1) start new chapter of my life.. ha? not kawen haa.. not yet.. keep dua ok.. huawahhh.. starting my Pupillage on 10th January 2013.. nice number.. *facepalm- xde kaitan* Pupillage for pharmacist is similar to Housemanship for doctors.. except HO is for 2 years and bonded according to their respective scholarship.. while Provisional Registered Pharmacist is for a year.. we will be bonded with government hospital for another 2 years (1+2)..

2) OPD--Manufacturing & PrePack--IPD--Store--Clinical--DIS.. round and round for the past 12 months.. kepala pon dah pusing nak update with the dates.. the schedule will be rombak again to include the TPN and CDR.. *i love CDR*

3) start the CPE, CME, assessment.. fill up the log books within 12 months and submit before end the Pupillage.. im so stressssss thinking of it, when the fact is i just got all the nine books yesterday.. yes, you read it write NINE!! thankz government.. hahaha.. counseling and all the stuff.. within  a month had to settle it.. yes, a month to cover 35 thingy.. over the dateline, you are dead man!! *serious face*

4) will start "tagging" , "locum".. not yet for oncall.. my turn will start on March or early April.. meantime? need to cover other stuff.. huawahhhhhh.. stressssss.. oncall xrisau sangat or bila kena tag or do locum, since my house like 5 minutes drive to hospital.. just bought new car.. yes, another car with new plate!! thankz, memang banyak kete, kopak duit.. huawaahhhh.. 

5) my new house.. nicee.. betul2 tengah2 bandar.. its not like house la, more to hotel-type.. since here is an old town, so bandar is mainly for all businesses, schools, etc.. all perumahan is pinggir bandar like 10 to 15 minutes of driving.. how much per month? dont ask weii.. its bloody expensive.. gagaga.. all my collegues said you better get out from that cekik darah house.. huawahhh..

6) will start research.. alhamdulilah.. rezeki dariNya.. i got clinical research.. this one need to use the SPSS software.. if it is correct name.. i had nooooo experience with that software.. dont know how to use it or where to get it.. need to ask the senior for soft copy then.. ngeh3.. my 4th year did research, i did the wet lab, did the formulation nanoparticles, not need that software.. but like Vanessa said, "you got two experience - the wet lab during study and the dry during work, like so niceeee" :)  alhamdulilah.. HE planned well for me.. :) 

7) so far, get along well with Pharmacy department.. only 80 staffs here including the assistants.. like imagine!! 80 staffs to cover the specialist/referral/clinics, etc.. *rolling eyes*  lunch time with colleagues.. assistants, pharmacists, semua redah.. as long as makan.. and surprisingly, i never turned down or had leftover lunch.. semua licin!! like seriously!! OPD is sooooo tiring.. peha eden macam drumstick dah ha.. huawah!!

till then..
thankz for read..

left hand note: i suppose to study the warfarin and dm.. and im warfablogg and munchy2 plak.. huawahhh.. 
right hand note: excited gilerr wat syrup isoniazid and ranitidine.. please have more tomorrow and the next two weeks.. *senang keje eden nak isi buku* mekaceh abg amdan.. terbaik bahh.. :)

Friday, January 18, 2013

From Her



She said

i had a dream
a bad one
a nightmare

i received a call
no words coming out 
only a nod and a silent tears

i took a leave
a short distance flight i used to take
it feels too far

the flight aint reached
crashed among the clouds
so do my heart

i cried for my own death
do they who i loved cry for me?
like i will cry for them?
do they who i loved feel the loss of me?
like i will feel for them?
do they who i loved love me?
like i love them?


she closed her eyes
she's gone




Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Hi-Tea / Convo / Award ^_^

Assalammualaikum and Yello!!

aiii.. kejap je kan MIA.. dapat log book, berhabuk balik la blog ni okay? gagaga.. yes, its my 3rd day of working.. still adjusting myself with the procedures.. everyday got new things to learn.. how? ok la, but still blur2.. *faceplam* .. title gempak aje.. xde la.. guro aje..

Hi-Tea: 

we had our hi-tea alumni after the rehearsal and jubah stuff.. so basically, rehearsal ended at 12pm which i had time to change, take the robe and went to hi-tea.. but unexpectedly, my name got called for the award students, so need to stay back to take photos for the slides on the convo day and to ramah-tamah with Dato MSU.. punya la kelam kabut amek jubah, kena tunggu turun amek gambar pastu kena tunggu untuk Dato la..alih2 kul 3 baru setel.. kalau ikotkan malas na na nak pi hi-tea.. dah kena bagi speech pulak wakil Pharmacy.. *mekasih* gagaga..after the speech, makan time, sempat la catch up with the lecturers.. somehow i missed all my lecturers.. gagagaga.. *facepalm* and we had our last photoshoot.. hahaha... nice.. purple!! i like nyahh.. 

scribble note: thankz bigfoot for your FOC as photographer/driver/tukang bawak souvenir.. :p

Convocation day: 
 
alhamdulilah, finally.. merasa gak pakai jubah.. orang len, upsr pon ada jubah2 weii.. i xernah merasa nyahh.. sekolah kebangsaan biasa katakan.. hahaha..time rehearsal dah risau, sebab seat first come first serve.. mummy daddy bukan sihat mana pon.. alhamdulilah, reserved VIP seat untuk award student, so xyah kelam kabut.. ngeh3.. dok paling dekat dengan stage.. sebelah koir lagi tu youuu.. hahaha.. everything went smoothly.. except bab tangkap gambar.. punya la lama tunggu.. sangat xefficient weiii.. last year wat cantek, this year, sangat mengecewakan.. ngek tull.. marah ni marah.. ahhahaa..


Award:

alhamdulilah, merasa la 2 kali naek stage.. selalunya dengar/tengok orang naek 2 kali.. last year, when my dip friend got Industrial Award, im so envy, nak gak dapat.. hahaha.. berusaha tangga kejayaan.. rezeki.. kak chik and i got Industrial Award.. we had no idea until been called during the rehearsal and had no idea which award till received the scroll.. marsyall xmau gtau.. konon nak bagi suprise.. gagaggaa.. alhamdulilah.. kitaorang last keluar, kena tunggu budak2 len tangkap gambar kat Dataran Bumi dulu.. kitaorang tunggu kono tangkap gambor dengan Dato after press conference.. tu yang lambat tangkap gambar studio tu ha.. tension i nyahhh..

foot note: mummy call, i masok tv nyahhh.. hahhaa.. malu kooo.. time cium tangan dengan Permaisuri Agong untuk award student.. OMG.. tangan Agong sangat la lembut and wangi.. :)  daddy, dah pecah rekod, bukan daddy sorang je salam dengan Raja Agong k? muhahahhaa.. *gelak jahat*


till then..
thankz for reading

Sunday, January 13, 2013

MIA Kejap Okay! ^_^

owner blog ni akan MIA kejap.. 
sekejap aje, xlama.. :)

salam sayang dari perantauan..
gagagagaga.. 
^_^


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Wednesday, January 2, 2013

New Year 2013!!! ^_^

Assalammualaikum and Yello people!!

second day of New Year 2013.. alhamdulilah.. one year gone.. seems like yesterday we started our 2012.. missing in action for a while.. what happened in my life for the past two weeks?



1) received my KKM posting letter.. finally knew the posting and what to do.. lama giler kentang goreng menunggu.. its new experienced.. alhamdulilah, family always support me and the other family? touched by the offer.. :) i will go there.. its a long-term planning.. :P  just keep praying..
2) finally, able to finalize the flight tickets and schedule there.. i will be the regular MAS customer.. gagaga.. already subscribe the Enrich Card.. :)  thankz for the free lesson of buying online ticket and self-check-in at lcct.. :)  its help..
3) settle all the documents, immigration thingy, finally done.. i have my red and blue passport.. i love my registration number.. it will be part of my career for the next GOD-knows-when im going to get my pension.. :)  somehow i realize im just not ready to change the title from "student" to "staff".. hoho..
4) already bought the book, the lab coat with my name Diyana Peg--------.. ^_^  bell reply my message despite her busy work stuff.. thankz dear.. :)
5) convocation stuffs.. only halfway through, need to do survey and the rehearsal to get robes.. already confirmed the morning session attendance with payment cleared.. teeheee
6) spend the days with jalan2 and makan2.. we went to all the mall available in KL-Selangor, literally.. you name it.. IOI Mall, Setia City Mall, OU, The Curve, Sunway Pyramid, Alamanda, Suria KLCC, Summit, Subang Parade, Subang Avenue, Empire, i lost the tracks.. gagaga.. went to KLCC, looking for Pandora.. beautiful charms from Denmark..   
7) went to the Curve on New Year day with anic and mak cik.. had good lunch at ViVo.. went to umi's house.. personally, i surprised she remember my name, i cant even remember our last meet.. and her cucur were damn delicious!! i literally eat more than .. i lost counting it since im busy munchy and munchy.. :)
8) change my prepaid to postpaid.. blackberry torch will be my second phone and emergency stuff while samsung s2 will be the main one.. cant let go my BB Torch, i love my BB.. get cramped in maxis Pyramid last monday.. somehow busy like never be, turns out, its registration for the Iphone 5's customer.. envy? naaa, i rather spend my money for food and duit kawen.. hehehe..
9) confirm on the cake.. the design, the addition of figurine, the flavour, the filling.. yummylicious!!! my last custom made cake..

the next activites?

1) i had my GERMs Certificate event.. i dont really have any ideas about this event.. my lecturer just called me to confirm my attendance on this coming Friday.. she said its like our previous Dean List style.. so formal, i guess.. i had to do my survey thingy on morning.. perhaps a nice lunch with orang bumi.. gaggaga..
2) rehearsal and hi tea on the same day.. rehearsal is compulsory to catch-up with the ladies.. oo yeahhh.. the hi-tea, will be my last minute decision to go.. i dont know yet.. gagaga..
3) convocation day.. the big event.. morning session with my 2 close friends.. been separate with half batch on afternoon session.. hoping we can meet in between.. kak chik, chua, and others.. i hope i get my bear bear.. teeheeee..
4) flight day.. updates with friends and seniors there.. hope everything will be fine.. mummy daddy along will join me but left out anic since he got to work.. sorry pokk.. hoho..

i guess thats all for now.. my calendar packed till March 2013.. by the time, it will packed till Jun till September till December.. 

till then..
thankz for reading..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!


hand note: Dr Jun married already.. im so happy for her.. :)

#4: TRIP TO PARIT BUNTAR-KUANTAN: VACATION CONTINUES!!

Assalammualaikum and Hei folks!!! What a rough week I had to go through last week. Short of staffs, endless patients and what a bet...