Will Be Right Back!! :)

the owner getting more busy than she thought..

the list getting longer and longer.. 

and 2 weeks after Christmas are crucial for her next life..

 please patiently waited for new updates.. :)

Song and Memories

*im using Indosat while my brother used Axis..

 Indosat equal to maxis while Axis equal to celcom*

currently stuck to this song.. first time terdengar lagu ini, in the bus on the way to Bandung.. penyanyi jalanan naek atas bas kitaorang and start sang that song.. he and his friend played with guitar, an acoustic version.. do you guys know that Ariel from Bandung? no wonder Indonesia produce so many talented singer.. they start from bottom.. menyanyi di kaki jalan, mengharapkan duit rupiah yang nilainya terlalu sedikit berbanding ringgit Malaysia.. for survival..

at age of 23, looking back to the path i through.. the ups and down, tears and joy, despair and anger, acceptance and rejection.. flipping my convocation letter, my Pharmacy board letter, i had no idea that this is plan for me, HE made.. alhamdulilah.. thats all i can say.. another chapter of life..

when you fall, cried for the fate you had, questioning yourself, "if, just if" "why the time not meant for us" .. 
you used to ask about it, despite the reality you know "my time is not yet reach".. 
then you realized, HE always have and give a better time for you.. 
now and better..

L for Life

Assalammualaikum and Ola!!!

alhamdulilah.. no, the letter not yet arrived.. but i finally knew my posting.. not where i expected, or where i wish.. but hey, its rezeki namanya.. still close to where i wish for but too far from family.. need to be independence again.. like in penang.. grrr.. ye2, extra allowance, but still financial is a crucial part.. mana nak simpan duit kete, umah, makan, minum, kawen, broadband, personal saving.. eh jap, did i mention KAWEN? hahahah.. 

visa approved.. 4 years.. hahahahaha.. cherish the moment before time is what we dont have.. my current FB's status "sejauh mana kita belajar, sejauh mana kita bekerja, kita masih berpijak di tanahNya, bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, rezeki tetap rezeki.. :)"

till then..

thankz for reading..

hand note: pergi balik, pergi balik, tutup mata, bukak mata.. kept the dua.. everything is fine, be strong, have faith.. for HE knows the best.. :)

Hello Decemberrr (@_@)

Assalammualaikun and Yelloo peeps!!

im back in town.. hoho.. like duuuhh, macam lama sangat kannnn.. December.. pretty busy for me.. rushing here and there.. just back from family vacation.. okay, a very short one.. muhahahaha.. i really wanna follow my dad to Thailand, but since i just get back from Indonesia, one day before departure date to Thailand, i cant go.. xleh tamak, semua nak bolot.. gagagaga.. i will miss my relative in Perlis.. aiyayaya..

received my convocation letter last week itself, but only get the time to view it today!! *dush*  straightly confirm the attendance online, read all the "what to do", "robe", bla bla bla.. endless.. hoho.. alhamdulilah, so far going smoothly like snogurt.. hoho.. i love snogurt.. dah xmo makan tutty fruity, xsedap weii.. hahaha..

morning sessions and 3 guests maximum!! like whattt!! i called my "beloved" admin, asked if can get extra, seriously willing to pay more, like moreeeee.. but no, no, no.. maximum seats are 3.. okay, fine! hahahaha.. catchup with my coursemate, some in afternoon session.. like seriously, why?!!!! dahla batch kitaorang ada 12 students aje weii, dipecah2 gini, lagi sikit.. sedih haku dibuatnya.. dont worry friends, i will stay till your session start, photo time!! gagaga.. 

ooh, yup i had missed a few calls during my vacation.. luckily my kak cik whatsapp me to let me know.. our Head of Department busy interviewed us for industrial award.. hahaha.. stylo kan? dicalonkan sahaja.. i dont think i get it since there are other students much better and impressive achievement compared mine.. doakan klau eden xdapat, biar kak cik dapat.. :)

well, hope everything is okay.. after christmas time, convo time, our time.. before time are what we dont have.. 

till then.. 

thankz for reading..

p/s: im scared.. for another years.. but i keep my faith.. but insecurity is a lie to not admit it..

The Holes already Filled

Assalammualaikum and Yello!!

off the track for a few days.. blerghhh.. i delete my draft.. its pointless to continue the half-thingy task.. its a big NO to do half way thing.. my bad.. shame on me.. hahaha..

anyway, spend my holiday time by catching up the series i missed.. gagaga.. do you guys know Desperate Housewives ended their 8 seasons? i had nooooo idea.. lalala.. im not the fan of that series but i did watch the first and last.. the middle, i have no intention to watch and let the drama gone.. hoho.. 

there were few scenes that actually..... what ha? cant find the words.. of course, with my bad grammar.. gagagaa.. when Mrs McCluskey die, she passed away peacefully at home, with her favourite song and a faithful husband that wiped his tears when she closed her eyes.. *closed the eyes and enjoyed the feeling*  how wonderful to have someone you loved, spent the old time sake together and how painful to watch one you love leaved and you cant do anything to ease the pain.. have a look to your parents, my parents, their long last marriage.. a bless from God.. :)

watching this season, somehow highlight the mixed evil  and angel side of us.. ego, envy, pain, revenge, anger and beneath of it, there are friendship, loyalty, love.. when you love someone but your ego clouds you judgments, your feeling, somehow you forgot the beauty of love.. when pain and anger and revenge dominate your heart, it kill the loyalty,  somehow you forgot the beauty of friendship..

 food for thought:

"when you wake up, instead of smile and be grateful, you looking for something that can make you happy.. you forgot the holes that you try to fill are already filled, you just forgot"

 till then..

 thankz for reading..

scribble note: watching Raising Hope, i dont know that Virgina and Burt love each other madly, only realize when Burt hardly let Virginia go babysit for 2 weeks..

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" we tends to polish the silver in the glass 

and forgot the platinum in the cabinet, untouched"

scribble note: i have few drafts in my inbox.. but they are half done.. i tried to finish it but words seems lost.. trying to recover as soon as possible..

Bonia BoBO

Assalammualaikum and Yello!! 

morning2.. a cheerful day.. :)  dan2.. muhahaha.. i did shared my pathetic purse to a good looking purse on my previous2 entry.. today wanna share my beloved handbag, my 23rd advanced birthday present.. tee heee.. purse dan handbag dihadiahkan oleh insan2 yang berbeza ye kawan2.. tidak, saya tidak tamak.. hoho..

anyway, that day, when my daddy got rehearsal for his award ceremony at Istana Negara, mummy and i menular kat kl accompany by my daddy's driver.. we went to Dayabumi, then Central Market.. we walked from Dayabumi to CM okay!! well actually, not that far.. sebelah2 aje pon.. muhahhaa.. from CM, we went to Sogo.. oh yes, shopping time!! one thing im sure, all the ladies will love about Sogo is that so many sales, so many choice.. somehow, kena drag big foot to Sogo bila dia turun kl.. muhahaha..

im still using my Maple handbag, a last year birthday gift from my brother.. masok Sogo, apa lagi ko nyah, terjah bahagian kasut and bags aje la.. i got some addicted towards shoes and handbags, but no necessarily addiction means you have to buy it.. i just love to terjah there.. try the shoes, holding the bags.. but to get one that i desired, its pretty hard.. seriously, those yang teman i beli, memang siap duduk kat bangku sebab penat pusing.. *oh thankz, it means a lot to me* :P

so from Bonia, to Carlo Rino, to Sembonia, to Scha, to Guess, to all brands available in there.. i literally had to drag mummy from Scha, she really deeply in love with Scha design.. we end up with Bonia kiosk.. hoho.. look, i want to buy Carlo Rino, match with my purse.. masalahnya, design bag dia besar2 weii!! i ni dah la KECIK, RENDAH pulak tu.. amik ko nyah, with capital lagi.. hoho.. Guess pon xleh, kang Kak Zie Sarawak jeles.. hoho.. kidding!! muhahaha

here we go.. :)

i love black.. 

oh yes, mummy offered others, very go-funky colour.. 

i love that too.. but black temptation is what i cant resist.. :)

till then.. 

thankz for reading..