Dear....

Dear heart,

please forgive yourself for trying too hard..
for put too much effort..
i know you are tired, frustrated with life..
life aint that bad..
life is not only black and white..
life is full with colours, paint by GOD..

hold on..
hold tightly..
never let you grasp loose..
everything will be fine..

Dear mind,

please forgive yourself for trying too hard..

for put too much effort..
i know you confused, stressed, with life..
life aint that hard..
life is not only about them and them..
life full with other creatures GOD made for you..

shut your eyes..
hold your tongue..
closed you ears..
know your place..
everything will be fine..

Dear soul,

please forgive yourself for trying too hard,
for put too much effort,
i know you feel hopeless, away from tracks of life..
life aint that lonely,
life is not only luxury and power..
life full with priceless gift GOD offered for you..

have faith..
never give up..
never despair..
everything will be fine..

for every bad things happened
have its own reason..
for every bad things happened
will wash away by time..
for every bad things happened
will come the good one..
at the end of darkness,
there will always a light..
thats a promise from HIM to you..

WANITA itu ISTIMEWA from Malaysian Community.. :)

Wahai Tuhan, mengapa wanita sering menangis?

Jawabnya:

Kerana wanita itu unik.
Aku ciptakannya sebagai makhluk istimewa,
Ku kuatkan bahunya untuk menjaga anak-anaknya,
Ku lembutkan hatinya untuk memberi rasa aman,
Ku kuatkan rahimnya untuk menyimpan benih manusia,
Ku teguhkan peribadinya untuk terus berjuang pada saat yang lain menyerah,
Ku berikannya naluri untuk mencintai anak-anak dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun,
Ku kuatkan batinnya untuk tetap menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
Walau disakiti oleh “orang” yang dia sayangi..
Wanita makhluk kuat,
Tetapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu kerana Ku berikannya air mata untuk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru..

love your mother, your sisters, your aunts, your nieces, your friends..
never take for granted..

foot note: wanna update about D-Day!! stay tune! Semper Fi!!

Mumbling about part time work..

HEY peeps!! currently start back my so-long Research Project.. pray nothing happened in the middle that will distract my attention.. ngeh3..

will off two 2-hours class this evening.. yup, i know, its sooo wasting the petrol but what to do.. our class rep will try her best to forward the class on Wednesday so that we got 2 classes in a day like monday.. *and why so may "day" at the end?" crossing finger..

i also in the middle of mission.. my mission is to work part-time, earn some money.. however, there are always the trick.. i can do part time job for two days (Tuesday and Friday) OR jobs that have flexible time, in which when needed.. and a big NO on weekends.. so many demand eh?

i want to be a math tutor for primary school, already contact the manager at that tuition center, however the classes only in evening time, which really my concern as i will do attachment at Sg Buloh Hosp, i dont think i can make it.

i want to work as part-time at pharmacy store, however, the manager want at least weekends time if i cant make it on weekdays.. i try make it on night time..

i asked my mum if i can work "when needed" at one of the macaroon's owner bakery.. she got few big orders and dont have enough staffs so i simply asked if she need extra staffs.. walawei!! she accept me and my mum also give green light.. so do my brother.. *blessing from ALLAH* so i will start tonight.. for a try.. :)

please dont misunderstood me readers.. i do wanna work but with my other commitment, i cant put 100% in one stuff.. im still a student, currently sem 7.. half of my classmates already work since sem 5.. i cant be like them.. i had to focus study, still my priority.. even im a full time student, my pointer is just so-so, imagine if i work part time?!!!

im the only daughter and small family.. every weekends, im away from subang jaya.. my brother and i will off to kuantan or kelantan or god-knows-where..when the king and queen requested you to come home, they expected you to be there by hook by crook by cook.. no excuses and no mercy.. okay, last statement is hyperbola.. :0 hahahaha..

so, anyone near Subang Jaya/Shah Alam/Bukit Jelutong/TTDI, who dont have enough staff to complete big orders for your pastry, anyone who need math tutor *i loved math and easy for me to explain* or anyone knows where i can find part-time job that suit with my condition, do inform me via email, comment in this entry, message to my FB.. really appreciate.. :)

till then..
thank you for reading my mumbling..

Raya Holiday Finale!! final woha!!

Hey readers!! good day people!! woha! i can upload the pictures! nothing wrong with the photo's tab.. my bad.. ngeh3.. *giler malu* anyway continuation from my Raya Holiday Part 2.. i skipped the third day, i went to kl on that day with my mummy, anic and his gf.. we were looking for Rizalman Atelier.. and yup, we got it.. sorry for not snapping any pictures, too busy using PapaGo and Gamen as well as one alive GPS

the fourth day: small open house at my Subang Jaya's house..

my mummy asked me to buy a cake.. online sudeh..
suppose being deliver but then the owner got last minute problem, so i had to pick at her house at TTDI.. naseb bek den tau area umah tu..

Salam Aidilfitri 2011..

vanilla cake with orange butter cream and fondant cake.. delicious!!

we had small open house.. we invited few relatives as well as closed friends.. im so busy in the kitchen.. refill the drink, the food.. washed the dishes, etc.. gambar2 ni pon tangkap before the event start.. our meal were nasi dagang with acar and curry chicken and gulai ikan.. very2 simple.. my mummy cooked everything aid by me.. *nak gak* one of my cousin request for nasi dagang, its soo coincidence.. ngeh3..

finally, the Raya Holiday done!! hope you guys enjoyed!

till then..
thank you for reading..

foot note: my mummy always be the front line.. im prefer helping in the kitchen.. :)

second foot note: doing auto-publish, feels good.. muhahaha..

Knock on the head!!

Hye readers.. been busy and tired sometime make you lose your control and feel excited to share something with the readers.. however, it knock my head literally.. its good to share but i realize that my previous entries doesnt reflect myself.. please dont bother to check the last2 entries.. i already delete it.. ngeh3.. anyway, ill continue with the Raya Holiday Finale once i can upload my pictures.. dont know whats the problem.. i click it, but nothing happened.. weird!

till then fellas..

Dari Seorang Kawan..

Ibarat pelangi petang
Mereka ada dikala kamu gembira
Hanya untuk seketika
Hilang dikala kamu dilanda duka

What A Life?!!

Hey readers!! what a life.. always been busy and busy.. i really envy with my parent's life at the moment.. you know what they are doing now? having a fabulous dinner and i guess supper also at Swiss Garden Hotel.. sometime went to Cameron Highland like CM is just nearby to Kuantan.. what the heck.. what a life!! hahaha..

ayway, for this week, i really had a tight schedule.. will share it later on.. i really need to update as fast as possible as i will be drive to Kuantan tonight with my brother.. what a life!! xpernah ada kat umah biler weekend.. either balik Kuantan or Kelantan or god-know-where we will going..

as i did mention before, im really in trauma if im sick.. and yeah!! my wish come true.. had dry cough for almost a week now.. bought lozenges but hopeless.. just feel better but not for so long.. its not cool when you are sick.. especially cough and flu.. why? during lecture or tutorial, when the lecturer start the class, i will start coughing.. oh yeah, very hard and very loud.. even i try to control by hide with my bag.. so embarrassing la wei.. people looking at you like "can you stop coughing?" der.. like i want to get sick!! same goes to flu.. when i had conversation with lecturers, the flu getting worst.. so embarrassing!! its unbearable!!

and we got Veterinary For Therapeutic Products lecturer, at last.. first class was boring.. its really too technical with HACCP system.. what on earth is that?! sir asked us to do assignment regarding the system and also got quiz for that.. since im a good student, i completed it and submit to him during the class yesterday.. still, its really unbearable to complete it.. and the quiz, woha!!! goreng kentang giler.. siyesly, i never thought i can answer it.. but thankz to the assignment, it really help my understanding.. tu yang leh jawab.. ngeh3.. those who dont do the assignment yet, they really in trouble..

will continued for next entry.. really fast speed.. :)

foot note: already transfer the data from Acer Aspire 4720 to Asus notebook.. and start using the notebook.. feel so eager.. Clinical Pharmacy 1 with new spirit.. :)