For Motivation..

im just a simple sederhana person.. yes, so many downfall.. yes, i cried for help to HIM, mummy daddy, i frustrated with myself and i fixed it for the next time and move on to the next target.. i dont want to be the best.. i just try my best, so that im not regret in future.. sometime its not enough, but HE give the reward later on.. dont you think so.. will be 7 months and InsyaAllah continue till GOD knows when.. i love my career.. and i love this song.. yes, you and you can be a champion.. you dont have to be champion for anyone, just for yourself.. to prove to yourself.. you can stand after the fall..

memory note: i just wanna make my daddy mummy proud.. and i know he was crying the day i received the degree scroll and the award.. and i knew he was proud the day i received the medal from MPS.. my dua always for him.. always..

foot note: im locum today.. nice... :)

End of June @_@

Assalammualaikum..

its been a while...so many things happened...too fast, sometime pretty hard to breath...persistently....

1) ward inspection...4 reports still pending...going to add 1-2 reports tomorrow..

2) so many cancer patients in the ward...and i have to fake the smile and hold the tears...

3) Forensic Exam...this morning...only able to open the book 2 days before the exams...too busy with kerja hakiki...even all my FRPs gave time, but still slides need to be done, case need to be follow up...hopefully went smoothly...thats all i can dua..

4) leaved days approved...claims hours and annual leaves...July and August...bought the flight ticket mcm beli tiket bas aje...but i am proud as it come from my own titik peluh..

friend: i wish you are sick!

girl: u r so bad friend.. why?

friend: so that you can slow down, and see things that you missed..

girl: i just missed my dad..

foot note: yes, so serabut, but see the car, somehow i smile...for 5 minutes of my life..

do i make daddy proud?

everyday.. till the day he died.. even after he died, you make him proud..